~Disasterpiece666

It seems like I can't cope with the world around me most days. I feel like I'm trapped inside of this house and I'll never be able to get out, and I'm starting to feel it. I can't find a reason to keep on going anymore and It seems like a fruitless expedition to even attempt to find a reason at all. Sure there is the girl, but the girl wants nothing to do with someone like me. I was told by someone recently that I'm only attractive on paper, that my human side is not worth the time but the imaginative side is worth any moment. At the time it didn't make sense, but I get it now, and I will write poetry because It's the only outlet that I feel I have - even though I had hoped to get published I don't think it'll happen. I wouldn't know what to do, where to go, and I don't think that people want to read sad poetry. My pieces have a gloomy over-tone but some of them are about cheery subjects. Esotericism is a difficult thing to attain sometimes, especially when you're born 10 years before your time. Yes, I consider myself an anachronism.

Anything else is just silly business, I guess I'm just going to figure something out in the next day or so.

Thank you for visiting my page, whomever you are, I appreciate it very much.

EDIT:
I'm working on a continuation for my poem "Under A Dead." It just doesn't seem finished, and it's been bugging me since I wrote that little bit. If you're interested, keep checking back.

She is beautiful, but she doesn't know who I'm talking about. Great being all secret-like, isn't it?


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And she is so beautiful.

In the midst of the calm, I prepare for the storm. In the midst of the storm, I hope for the calm.
I miss being with my friends, I have no one to talk to these days. They're all busy, and I am not. I'm trying to help out as much as I can, but you know how limited my powers are. How could I possibly improve the living standards of others when I can hardly take care of myself?

Heh... Inspiration is dwindling quickly while I sit here "under a dead Ohio sky."
Soon, i'll be out of here, on a road trip around the country. Soon things shall look brighter, of course it's only a small hope. Good day to you all.

I am sorry for my sudden inactivity, I shall try to be more productive in my works. I have just finalized the deal for me to un-enroll from High School and begin another form of home-schooling. Since i'll have a lot of time on my hands, I figure I should attempt to be productive and begin creating new things and ideals to attempt to better myself and enlighten others. heh, of course this seems like a shot in the dark, the whole bit about enlightening other people, but i'm sure I can plant some seeds. I hope all is well with all of you who visit my page.